I intended to write this blog
each and every day,
but for a little while
my journey led me another way,
The magic and wonder continues
in fact is has got so much,
my heart overflows with joy now
and magical feels my touch,
I've met many wonderful people,
who determinedly do their part,
caring for others who struggle,
when adversity fills their heart,
Some of these people are challenged,
and some even struggle to dress,
Illness can be so destructive,
and life can feel in such a mess,
The one thing I've learned the most though,
is beauty shines bright from inside,
when we surrender our stories,
and go with the ebb-flow of tide,
As I practice Asara's teachings,
'Six steps' and 'Commanding wealth,'
My life is unfolding like magic...
I'm sure I'll have much better health!
To assist my natural progression
and live-out my long-time held dreams,
I've made a light-magic Mind Movie,
Success, Love, Health, Wealth are the themes,
I've featured it top-left for viewing,
I hope that you like and find fun,
because it is made from pure love,
and will help me to live in the sun ;)
With love Hazel, 18th June 2008
Wednesday, 18 June 2008
Wednesday, 11 June 2008
A Miracle
I feel like I keep writing 'A Miracle' in my poems, wishes and articles...Not that I'm complaining though!
It's taken me years to move beyond my poverty consciousness, unconscious fear based patterns and limiting self image to become what I am today....Still a little frightened, overwhelmed and unwell (M.E/CFS) but definitely an accomplished metaphysician and miracle worker.
Here's the latest manifestation.
I live in a beautiful house in the country. I absolutely love the peace, space and tranquility here however, it does get cold in the winter. Actually, it gets FREEZING!!!!
For over a year now, I've been wishing, affirming, Cosmically Ordering and making treasure maps about warmth, Eco-heating and environmentally friendly loft insulation. I've had a few magic manifestation and divine assistance including tools and help preparing/cleaning my open fire; a continuous supply of kindling, fuel and free fire wood from my dad and several friends; blankets, extra quilts, fur coats and a woolly hat.
I think the most magic occurrence has happened today though...
For the last few days, I have I been using the 'One Command' and six step process to program my mind with commands such as:
'I don't know how my house is cosy, happy, fun and warm, I only know I do now and I am fulfilled.'
'I don't know how I have Eco-loft insulation now, I only know that I do now and I am fulfilled.'
This morning to enhance the process and gain rapid results, I called upon my friend and spirit guide Merlin. He's wonderful, funny and clever and it never ceases to amaze me what we can accomplish together...
Two hours later the postman delivered my post. There was only one letter but that was enough because inside it contained a miracle...
'Dear Hazel
Congratulation-You are a Winner!
Thanks very much for entering the competition to win 4 packs of Thermafleece, British Sheep's wool insulation in the Ecologist Competition in May. I am pleased to say that you were the lucky winner to be drawn out of the hat'
We will supply you with 4 free packs including carriage of the 100mm thick product direct to your home............
Well done,
Yours Sincerely,
Sales and Marketing Director.
MY GOODNESS! Need I say more. I'm a SOOOOOOOOOOOO excited and delighted!
In addition to being a miracle, for me, this is absolute conformation that the 'The One Command/Commanding Wealth' works. Wow! Just think, of how many people in the world could gain from learning these tools (especially those who have adversity in their lives.)
It's certainly inspired me to become a Commanding Wealth/One Command teacher, Coach and mentor.
And as a 'Commanding Wealth' Practitioner would say...
'I don't know how I have easily and Joyfully travelled to America and become a 'Commanding Wealth Teacher, Coach and Mentor,' I only know that I have now and I am fulfilled.'
For more about the 'One Command' please go to www.commandingwealth.com
It's taken me years to move beyond my poverty consciousness, unconscious fear based patterns and limiting self image to become what I am today....Still a little frightened, overwhelmed and unwell (M.E/CFS) but definitely an accomplished metaphysician and miracle worker.
Here's the latest manifestation.
I live in a beautiful house in the country. I absolutely love the peace, space and tranquility here however, it does get cold in the winter. Actually, it gets FREEZING!!!!
For over a year now, I've been wishing, affirming, Cosmically Ordering and making treasure maps about warmth, Eco-heating and environmentally friendly loft insulation. I've had a few magic manifestation and divine assistance including tools and help preparing/cleaning my open fire; a continuous supply of kindling, fuel and free fire wood from my dad and several friends; blankets, extra quilts, fur coats and a woolly hat.
I think the most magic occurrence has happened today though...
For the last few days, I have I been using the 'One Command' and six step process to program my mind with commands such as:
'I don't know how my house is cosy, happy, fun and warm, I only know I do now and I am fulfilled.'
'I don't know how I have Eco-loft insulation now, I only know that I do now and I am fulfilled.'
This morning to enhance the process and gain rapid results, I called upon my friend and spirit guide Merlin. He's wonderful, funny and clever and it never ceases to amaze me what we can accomplish together...
Two hours later the postman delivered my post. There was only one letter but that was enough because inside it contained a miracle...
'Dear Hazel
Congratulation-You are a Winner!
Thanks very much for entering the competition to win 4 packs of Thermafleece, British Sheep's wool insulation in the Ecologist Competition in May. I am pleased to say that you were the lucky winner to be drawn out of the hat'
We will supply you with 4 free packs including carriage of the 100mm thick product direct to your home............
Well done,
Yours Sincerely,
Sales and Marketing Director.
MY GOODNESS! Need I say more. I'm a SOOOOOOOOOOOO excited and delighted!
In addition to being a miracle, for me, this is absolute conformation that the 'The One Command/Commanding Wealth' works. Wow! Just think, of how many people in the world could gain from learning these tools (especially those who have adversity in their lives.)
It's certainly inspired me to become a Commanding Wealth/One Command teacher, Coach and mentor.
And as a 'Commanding Wealth' Practitioner would say...
'I don't know how I have easily and Joyfully travelled to America and become a 'Commanding Wealth Teacher, Coach and Mentor,' I only know that I have now and I am fulfilled.'
For more about the 'One Command' please go to www.commandingwealth.com
Humbled
Tuesday was the first day of 'Total Wellbeing,' a complementary therapy course for people with disabilities and their carers.
To prepare myself and hopefully go beyond my M.E symptoms (currently aches, fatigue, and exhaustion), I called upon the Angels/divine help and listened to a couple of free 'Commanding Wealth' teleconferencing calls.
As I do now each day, I proceeded to apply the 'One Command' and six step process to everything I could think of. I followed Asara and Kathryn (the call facilitators) through each process and as I absorbed others stories and experienceshad, had many 'ah ha, that's me!' healing moments.
The 'Total Wellbeing' course was amazing. What we discussed was confidential but I can say that there are some incredible people in this world! It was truly humbling to hear snippets of what people have to deal with on a daily basis and what they've been through in the past.
I felt comforted to learn that I was not alone in dealing with a disability and inspired to realise that what I have personally learned over the years can truly make in difference in many peoples lives.
In the afternoon we all shared our experiences of Complementary Therapy...what treatments we'd had and training if we had any. Usually I hide and play down my skills but this time I spoke out...
The room was silent as I recalled a few of my achievements...NLP/Hypnosis with Paul Mckenna and Dr Bandler in London; A channel of inspirational poetry which has been published by 'Random House' and soon to be Published Hay House; Life Coach; Shamballa healer and learning Theta Healing. I spoke about how I'd spent £1000's travelling the globe seeking a cure for my condition and how tough it had been at times. I admitted that I hadn't found a way to recover (yet) but had been on an incredible journey which while hellish, had made me who I am today.
Wow, I even impressed myself! ...A little embarrassed to be such a light yet joyful to realise that I have so much to offer and perhaps I am at the end of my M.E/CFS journey.
'Perfect health, wellbeing and vitality,' is an area I have been focusing on intensely with the 'One Command' (and other tools) recently, so I was hardly surprised when one of the tutors (also a talented Homeopath) came to speak to me at the end of the day.
My friend was suffering with Hay fever and I was keen to help him get better. She told me about possible remedies and also mentioned something that might help me. It was called 'gelsemium' a homeopathic formula based on Jasmine flowers and available from 'Boot's' my local pharmacy. I knew instantly it could help me. After all, I love Jasmine flowers, often receive psychic messages about them, and without knowing why, that morning had purposely picked up my 'Boot's' (pharmacy) card.
I also met a friend who has a wonderful son. Like me, he's an Indigo (see below for more info). He's goes to a special school for kid's with Autism and is always up to mischief. I know she has a challenging time with him and his unusal ways but it does make me smile to hear what he's been up to...it reminds me of when I was a child.
I thought about him when I drove home and knew he wanted my attention when I glanced left and saw a broken road sign with his name on. I tuned in, sent him Shamballa energy and telepathically reminded him that everything is, and will be OK. I felt peace afterwards and was glad to be able to comfort another soul.
More Info about Indigo Children/Adults on http://www.indigochild.com/
Direct link to Commanding Wealth Teleconferencing calls:(http://www.commandingwealth.com/freelearning.php?id=teleconferences) .
To prepare myself and hopefully go beyond my M.E symptoms (currently aches, fatigue, and exhaustion), I called upon the Angels/divine help and listened to a couple of free 'Commanding Wealth' teleconferencing calls.
As I do now each day, I proceeded to apply the 'One Command' and six step process to everything I could think of. I followed Asara and Kathryn (the call facilitators) through each process and as I absorbed others stories and experienceshad, had many 'ah ha, that's me!' healing moments.
The 'Total Wellbeing' course was amazing. What we discussed was confidential but I can say that there are some incredible people in this world! It was truly humbling to hear snippets of what people have to deal with on a daily basis and what they've been through in the past.
I felt comforted to learn that I was not alone in dealing with a disability and inspired to realise that what I have personally learned over the years can truly make in difference in many peoples lives.
In the afternoon we all shared our experiences of Complementary Therapy...what treatments we'd had and training if we had any. Usually I hide and play down my skills but this time I spoke out...
The room was silent as I recalled a few of my achievements...NLP/Hypnosis with Paul Mckenna and Dr Bandler in London; A channel of inspirational poetry which has been published by 'Random House' and soon to be Published Hay House; Life Coach; Shamballa healer and learning Theta Healing. I spoke about how I'd spent £1000's travelling the globe seeking a cure for my condition and how tough it had been at times. I admitted that I hadn't found a way to recover (yet) but had been on an incredible journey which while hellish, had made me who I am today.
Wow, I even impressed myself! ...A little embarrassed to be such a light yet joyful to realise that I have so much to offer and perhaps I am at the end of my M.E/CFS journey.
'Perfect health, wellbeing and vitality,' is an area I have been focusing on intensely with the 'One Command' (and other tools) recently, so I was hardly surprised when one of the tutors (also a talented Homeopath) came to speak to me at the end of the day.
My friend was suffering with Hay fever and I was keen to help him get better. She told me about possible remedies and also mentioned something that might help me. It was called 'gelsemium' a homeopathic formula based on Jasmine flowers and available from 'Boot's' my local pharmacy. I knew instantly it could help me. After all, I love Jasmine flowers, often receive psychic messages about them, and without knowing why, that morning had purposely picked up my 'Boot's' (pharmacy) card.
I also met a friend who has a wonderful son. Like me, he's an Indigo (see below for more info). He's goes to a special school for kid's with Autism and is always up to mischief. I know she has a challenging time with him and his unusal ways but it does make me smile to hear what he's been up to...it reminds me of when I was a child.
I thought about him when I drove home and knew he wanted my attention when I glanced left and saw a broken road sign with his name on. I tuned in, sent him Shamballa energy and telepathically reminded him that everything is, and will be OK. I felt peace afterwards and was glad to be able to comfort another soul.
More Info about Indigo Children/Adults on http://www.indigochild.com/
Direct link to Commanding Wealth Teleconferencing calls:(http://www.commandingwealth.com/freelearning.php?id=teleconferences) .
Sunday, 8 June 2008
Feeling Better
I tried to write an article,
but couldn't write straight lines,
so I wrote a poem,
instead with words and rhymes,
It's for a local magazine,
that helps folks with M.E,
to offer them some guidance,
and way's to feel more free,
I hope my poem helps someone,
find hope when they're in doubt,
Cos that's what I am here to do,
and what my life's about,
Angels
Ten whole painful years, extreme M.E I’d dealt,
Loosing everything, alone and lost I felt,
Struggling and crying, pain and fear I knew,
Trying many therapies, chasing every clue,
Wishing, begging, praying, hoping every day,
To free myself from harsh fatigue and to feel ok,
Relapse knocked me down again, from bad to even worse,
“PLEASE God someone help me, escape this evil curse,
Mike was there as usual, to listen to my plea,
Thank Goodness for his kindness, what he gave to me…
Details of Clouds Counselling, to guide me through my strife,
A ray of hope, an Angel, perhaps to save my life,
I telephoned the Counsellor, Sally was her name,
She helped me open-up inside, releasing guilt and shame,
I learned that it’s ok for me to grieve and feel in need,
To cry about the active life, I had and used to lead,
I learned about acceptance, who I am is good and fine,
M.E can be a nightmare, but I deserve to shine,
I’m still a worthy person; I’m not defect or bad,
It’s not my fault I got M.E, I’m no longer sad!
Sally helped me massively; she listened and was wise,
She taught me how to think and see, the world through brand-new eyes.
Several month have passed now, but I still know she’s there,
Should I need a friendly chat or someone just to care,
Now, as I end my poem, I send love from my heart,
To thank both Mike and Sally for helping me re-start,
To have more hope and confidence, more courage, joy, insight,
And an inner-knowing that things are now alright.
Hazel Trudeau June 2008
but couldn't write straight lines,
so I wrote a poem,
instead with words and rhymes,
It's for a local magazine,
that helps folks with M.E,
to offer them some guidance,
and way's to feel more free,
I hope my poem helps someone,
find hope when they're in doubt,
Cos that's what I am here to do,
and what my life's about,
Angels
Ten whole painful years, extreme M.E I’d dealt,
Loosing everything, alone and lost I felt,
Struggling and crying, pain and fear I knew,
Trying many therapies, chasing every clue,
Wishing, begging, praying, hoping every day,
To free myself from harsh fatigue and to feel ok,
Relapse knocked me down again, from bad to even worse,
“PLEASE God someone help me, escape this evil curse,
Mike was there as usual, to listen to my plea,
Thank Goodness for his kindness, what he gave to me…
Details of Clouds Counselling, to guide me through my strife,
A ray of hope, an Angel, perhaps to save my life,
I telephoned the Counsellor, Sally was her name,
She helped me open-up inside, releasing guilt and shame,
I learned that it’s ok for me to grieve and feel in need,
To cry about the active life, I had and used to lead,
I learned about acceptance, who I am is good and fine,
M.E can be a nightmare, but I deserve to shine,
I’m still a worthy person; I’m not defect or bad,
It’s not my fault I got M.E, I’m no longer sad!
Sally helped me massively; she listened and was wise,
She taught me how to think and see, the world through brand-new eyes.
Several month have passed now, but I still know she’s there,
Should I need a friendly chat or someone just to care,
Now, as I end my poem, I send love from my heart,
To thank both Mike and Sally for helping me re-start,
To have more hope and confidence, more courage, joy, insight,
And an inner-knowing that things are now alright.
Hazel Trudeau June 2008
Thursday, 5 June 2008
It's been a rough night
A close friend called me last night. He's got M.E/Chronic Fatigue Syndrome too and has been struggling physically and emotionally.
We're great friends, so I was amazed to hear that I'd 'caused' much of his angst. My 'high flying' attitude, goodnews and magical manifestations were causing him to feel undermined, at times powerless, resentful and out of balance.
It hurt me deeply when he said that I seemed power hungry and threatening...God, I never imagined I was like that!
I've had similar confrontations in the past and my response has been something along the lines of, "oh i'm sorry, i'll try to tame it." Feeling guilt and sadness, I'd emotionally close myself down and do my best to mask my talent and light.
This time it's different.
I can't do that anymore. I'm awake and there's a burning desire inside me to share my gifts with the world.
As Asara Lovejoy( http://www.commandingwealth.com/ ) would probably say, I affirm:
'I don't know how I move beyond my limitations, guilt and fear, I only know that I do now and I am fulfilled'
While praying for guidence and angelic support, I begin to unravel my old programs and beliefs.
I face my lifetimes of abuse, suffering and sorrow and continue to affirm 'The One Command'. I do my best to remain in a state of non-attachment and avoid getting caught-up in my story. Feeling imense sadness I affirm:
'I don't know how I am ok in all situations now, I only know that I am now and I am fulfilled'
Time passes and I continue to release layer upon layer...My body shakes as I release trapped energy and limiting thought patterns....
Thank God! The heavy boulder that seemed lodged in my solar plexus has begun to disolve. I notice outside the sun is shinning and birds are singing.
Now, from my place of serenity I can love my friend unconditionally. I know how hard it is to have M.E/CFS. To have a heart and mind full of passion, inspiration, ideas and dreams while living in a body that struggles to cope with even the simplest tasks.
I send my friend love.
I realise now that he's in a dark place and needs unconditional love. I have been there many times...Standing on a ledge in a state of fear, questioning: "what will i do with my life? how will i cope? Someone please give me answers. I can't take this anymore. God what's happening to me?"
I cried a lot last night. My dreams were often nightmares and as I slept, my body and mind released painful emotions. It's ok though, i'm healing.
My friend is a mirror and a sacred teacher here to give me the opportunity to grow and become more loving.
"I don't know how I am love beyond all our stories, I only know that I am now and I am fulfilled"
We're great friends, so I was amazed to hear that I'd 'caused' much of his angst. My 'high flying' attitude, goodnews and magical manifestations were causing him to feel undermined, at times powerless, resentful and out of balance.
It hurt me deeply when he said that I seemed power hungry and threatening...God, I never imagined I was like that!
I've had similar confrontations in the past and my response has been something along the lines of, "oh i'm sorry, i'll try to tame it." Feeling guilt and sadness, I'd emotionally close myself down and do my best to mask my talent and light.
This time it's different.
I can't do that anymore. I'm awake and there's a burning desire inside me to share my gifts with the world.
As Asara Lovejoy( http://www.commandingwealth.com/ ) would probably say, I affirm:
'I don't know how I move beyond my limitations, guilt and fear, I only know that I do now and I am fulfilled'
While praying for guidence and angelic support, I begin to unravel my old programs and beliefs.
I face my lifetimes of abuse, suffering and sorrow and continue to affirm 'The One Command'. I do my best to remain in a state of non-attachment and avoid getting caught-up in my story. Feeling imense sadness I affirm:
'I don't know how I am ok in all situations now, I only know that I am now and I am fulfilled'
Time passes and I continue to release layer upon layer...My body shakes as I release trapped energy and limiting thought patterns....
Thank God! The heavy boulder that seemed lodged in my solar plexus has begun to disolve. I notice outside the sun is shinning and birds are singing.
Now, from my place of serenity I can love my friend unconditionally. I know how hard it is to have M.E/CFS. To have a heart and mind full of passion, inspiration, ideas and dreams while living in a body that struggles to cope with even the simplest tasks.
I send my friend love.
I realise now that he's in a dark place and needs unconditional love. I have been there many times...Standing on a ledge in a state of fear, questioning: "what will i do with my life? how will i cope? Someone please give me answers. I can't take this anymore. God what's happening to me?"
I cried a lot last night. My dreams were often nightmares and as I slept, my body and mind released painful emotions. It's ok though, i'm healing.
My friend is a mirror and a sacred teacher here to give me the opportunity to grow and become more loving.
"I don't know how I am love beyond all our stories, I only know that I am now and I am fulfilled"
Wednesday, 4 June 2008
"I don't know how I joyfully write this blog daily, I only know that I do now and I am fulfilled"
Inspired by 'The One Command' by Asara Lovejoy (http://www.commandingwealth.com/ )
Have you heard of the One Command yet?
It's wealth/magic creation rocket fuel and is incredibly simple to use.
My healer friend and mentor Mowee introduced it to me a month ago and I have been obsessed since. I've used it on just about everything (i'm even doing The One Command(OC) ' in my sleep now) and it's truly helping me to create even more magic and miracles in my life....
Here's what I've manifested today...
A letter from Hayhouse informing me that my poem 'Child' is included in Lee Carolls next book' The Indigo Children, ten years later' (available Jan 09) . I love sharing my poetry and being published by Hayhouse is a dream come true...it's has been on my treasure map for months!
I recieve a grant for some house hold items...£700 will be deposited into my account tomorrow..yippee!
I am part of a community IT program which will allows me to do some voluntary IT with my 4 year old neice and another child with downs syndrome...The organiser called me today and said that my new (FREE) laptop is ready for delivery...
After Commanding 'healthcare, relaxation and contributing to the community', I recieved an email invite to attend 6 free complementry therapy sessions at my local Disability Inclusive Living centre. They are starting up a Social Enterprise to promote Complementry therapies and wellbeing to people with disabilities and their carers. They have asked me to be on the steering group. Perfect... I can share the 'One Command'!
On Tuesday, I went through 'The One Command' with my mum over the phone to enable her to have more loving relationships. It obviously affected me too... My 'cosmic order' boyfriend (tell you the story sometime) SMS me last night. Ahhh, here's what he said....
'Hi Honey, i'm sure you're asleep by now but i wanted to say thank you for being you! and bringing a feeling of contentment into my life. I love you. x
I also bought a Tony Robbins 'awaken the Giant within' personal development book in the library for only 50p...we'll it certainly seems that I've awoken the giant within today!
And last week...
Super Sccoter
I've have M.E/Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and currently unable to walk more than 300 meters. A few months ago, I Cosmically Ordered (asked the universe for) an electric scooter to enjoy time outside in nature. Last week, to enhance my order, I did 'The One Commanded' for increased mobility. Guess what...
A very nice man delivered one right to my door on Sunday! (I'm sure he was an angel) It was a donation on behalf of the charitable organisation 'Lion's' . It goes 8MPH and my boyfriend and I had a bit of a giggle ridding it around the garden. I still feel very silly having to use it...I mean it's hardly the motorbike leathers and flash sportsbike i'm used to. However, I'm learning to be ego free and at one with all things.
(Go to http://www.commandingwealth.com/ website to learn more about 'The One Command'...Asara and the Commanding wealth team have been extremely generous in sharing the teachings and there's lots of free audio info)
Inspired by 'The One Command' by Asara Lovejoy (http://www.commandingwealth.com/ )
Have you heard of the One Command yet?
It's wealth/magic creation rocket fuel and is incredibly simple to use.
My healer friend and mentor Mowee introduced it to me a month ago and I have been obsessed since. I've used it on just about everything (i'm even doing The One Command(OC) ' in my sleep now) and it's truly helping me to create even more magic and miracles in my life....
Here's what I've manifested today...
A letter from Hayhouse informing me that my poem 'Child' is included in Lee Carolls next book' The Indigo Children, ten years later' (available Jan 09) . I love sharing my poetry and being published by Hayhouse is a dream come true...it's has been on my treasure map for months!
I recieve a grant for some house hold items...£700 will be deposited into my account tomorrow..yippee!
I am part of a community IT program which will allows me to do some voluntary IT with my 4 year old neice and another child with downs syndrome...The organiser called me today and said that my new (FREE) laptop is ready for delivery...
After Commanding 'healthcare, relaxation and contributing to the community', I recieved an email invite to attend 6 free complementry therapy sessions at my local Disability Inclusive Living centre. They are starting up a Social Enterprise to promote Complementry therapies and wellbeing to people with disabilities and their carers. They have asked me to be on the steering group. Perfect... I can share the 'One Command'!
On Tuesday, I went through 'The One Command' with my mum over the phone to enable her to have more loving relationships. It obviously affected me too... My 'cosmic order' boyfriend (tell you the story sometime) SMS me last night. Ahhh, here's what he said....
'Hi Honey, i'm sure you're asleep by now but i wanted to say thank you for being you! and bringing a feeling of contentment into my life. I love you. x
I also bought a Tony Robbins 'awaken the Giant within' personal development book in the library for only 50p...we'll it certainly seems that I've awoken the giant within today!
And last week...
Super Sccoter
I've have M.E/Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and currently unable to walk more than 300 meters. A few months ago, I Cosmically Ordered (asked the universe for) an electric scooter to enjoy time outside in nature. Last week, to enhance my order, I did 'The One Commanded' for increased mobility. Guess what...
A very nice man delivered one right to my door on Sunday! (I'm sure he was an angel) It was a donation on behalf of the charitable organisation 'Lion's' . It goes 8MPH and my boyfriend and I had a bit of a giggle ridding it around the garden. I still feel very silly having to use it...I mean it's hardly the motorbike leathers and flash sportsbike i'm used to. However, I'm learning to be ego free and at one with all things.
(Go to http://www.commandingwealth.com/ website to learn more about 'The One Command'...Asara and the Commanding wealth team have been extremely generous in sharing the teachings and there's lots of free audio info)
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